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Journal Entry: Sun Jun 22, 2008, 11:50 PM
- Listening to: Bob Dylan - "Like a Rolling Stone"
- Reading: "A People's History of the U.S." - Zinn
- Watching: The endless downward spiral known as lifehood
- Playing: GTA 4 (Xbox 360)
- Eating: nothing anymore.
- Drinking: Gat'rade
Ok, well, recently there have been some (still occurring) changes. The majority of the last week was spent re-governing my circle of friends. It's sort of like when a shitty football team dumps all their current starters for the youngest draft picks in hopes that they won't suck. The difference is that instead of drafting new friends, I'm simply dropping the backstabbers who were pretending to be my friends everyday, and ceasing to continue my sad neglect of those who truly do care. I've realized one important fact about myself, and that is that I am though. I am through with the drama, the bullshit, and everything that comes with being a high school student. It's all so juvenile, so beneath me. I have discovered that I am better than all of that. I do not need the backstabbers, the drama queens (male and female), the gossipers, or any other guild of teenage Steptford Wives. They need me, for they feed on the happiness and jubilation of their "friends." They need me, and that hasn't hit them just yet. But it will. Because fuck them. It's going to hit them like an eighteen wheeler, and it is already too late. My philosophy: no regrets, no committing suicide. Those only create more problems. Regret is just admitting that you cannot accept a defeat. It is weakness, a strong mind would know they were wrong, and accept that, and grow from it as to not be quite as wrong in the future. Suicide is violence, and violence in wicked. It only adds more hurt. You cannot heal a wound with another wound. So instead, I look back, and say "yes, these things happened." I am proud of my most embarrassing moments, and no one can take that from me. So to everyone who is there, thank you, I hold you in great regard and high esteem. To everyone else, you are your own you, and no one can ever make you anyone else. If our paths are to ever cross again, may they be smoothly paved and not wrought with rocks, as old paths often are.
Devious Comments
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Your hip so rock it!
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I am He as You are He as You are Me as We are Alltogether...
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Your hip so rock it!
<3
then your jst always losing
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I am He as You are He as You are Me as We are Alltogether...
you just lost.
cause if you think about the gae, then you lose.
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I am He as You are He as You are Me as We are Alltogether...
well, you just lost the game
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I am He as You are He as You are Me as We are Alltogether...
i just knew, eventually, that everyone on the enternet would think im gay....dammit....IM NOT GAY! hahahhaahh
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I am He as You are He as You are Me as We are Alltogether...
Btw. I made you comment on a bunch of gay porn deviations. And then I noted the authors and was like, "Hey. You. Me. Friends. We should be it."
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Be Unpredictable! thats more than enough to impress me XD
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new account: Minniecupcake
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It's better to burn out than to fade away- Kurt Cobain
Cages or wings, which would you prefer? Ask the birds.- Johnathan Larson
Merrick I don't believe in God. Merrick I don't believe in Kate Moss.
Merrick we're all just shit.- Jareth-AladdinSane
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It's better to burn out than to fade away- Kurt Cobain
Cages or wings, which would you prefer? Ask the birds.- Johnathan Larson
Merrick I don't believe in God. Merrick I don't believe in Kate Moss.
Merrick we're all just shit.- Jareth-AladdinSane
Have an awesome day and may the stars be with you!
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I got a jar of dirt, I got a jar of dirt, I got a jar of dirt and guess whats inside it!
Have a good sniff around my sisters and cousins page and artworks they are really good.
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thanks for the add dude. Im excited to see what you post.
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♦Obronca ♦
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It's better to burn out than to fade away- Kurt Cobain
Cages or wings, which would you prefer? Ask the birds.- Johnathan Larson
Merrick I don't believe in God. Merrick I don't believe in Kate Moss.
Merrick we're all just shit.- Jareth-AladdinSane
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